Conflict

I am experiencing a conflict between my head and my heart. My head can not wait to get on the plane and be free of the wants and needs of my children. My brain wants a break from the responsibility of three children. My heart does not want to go, my heart wants to put them to bed and say their prayers. My heart wants to feed them their dinner and talk about their day.

This conflict will pass and good will win. Heidi and I are going on a vacation alone. Two adults who can put on their own clothes without any help. Two adults who can sit down at a table and eat with out making a mess. Two adults who can wipe their own bums. What are we going to do with all of the free time? I am sure we will think of something to fill the void left when you do not have three dependents pulling on your pant leg.

To Merry, David and Thomas, Mommy and Daddy are going to miss you. Nanny will take good care of you, remember to treat her with respect and be helpful. See you soon.